Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in JonoOwnsYou's LiveJournal:

Thursday, January 26th, 2006
7:16 pm	even the shoulders of heroes tire sometimes... it is a difficult thing... the realization that your heroes are not so infallible as you once thought, in fact that they are far from it. that figure to whom you had once looked to with such reverence no longer has that spectacular quality, that heroic appeal... perhaps it is age setting in, but i believe it is something deeper, something in the perciever, something that happens gradually. as we grow and learn to take in what others offer, we begin recognize flaw, and because we have experienced this hero figure in our head we have a comparison, a model, to set our new found realizations to. so with heroes dead what do we lean on? for even the shoulders of heroes tire at some point. Current Mood: exhausted (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 21st, 2006
8:39 pm	it's not as if... ...and it's not as if I ask for lavish escapes abroad like those who came before me, for my escape is purely mental, purely musical. My escape is in my head and in my fingers, brought on by anything that will grace my ears and take me there. And to most this escape would seem more easily attainable than the former, but apparently not for all, for my escape is interdicted by the hands of dictatorship. And, you know, in some ways I wish it were so that such an escape weren't so attainable, for then there would be no pondering or questioning... no promise. no disappointment...no daydreaming, just reality. For the fall from fantasy is rarely pleasant. But those mellifluous sounds always find these ears, slithering and writhing into my ears, and fantasy only floats me higher ...and thus the pain only becomes greater when I fall. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: silence (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
8:11 pm	procrastination of an english essay.... And all I needed was that taste of regret on her lips and I knew... Current Mood: okay Current Music: Coheed and Cambria-Welcome Home (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
7:03 am	'Cause it's late and I'm bored I'm marching to the pulse of a heart beating out of time.... Current Mood: sleepy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
10:57 pm	oh and by the way..... if you think of stealing any of my lyrics for personal uses other than masturbation and/or other forms of self indulgence... i will end you. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
10:56 pm	Verse 2... Crush me, hold me down, Down with you, Supress the dangerous view, The view so true. (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 19th, 2005
3:42 pm	INTERIM Poetry/Lyric Fallen far from view, So far from you To find my veins run through, My veins run true. Current Mood: artistic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 6th, 2005
9:44 pm	my emo rant... I love, but I run. Maybe it's me, maybe it's you. Maybe it's my own immaturity, afraid to be part of another. I want with all of my heart what I won't let myself have, the subconscious tearing apart of my inner thoughts, and its all my fault. Current Mood: confused Current Music: The Cure- There Is No If... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
11:16 pm	my mental crossroads... So there I stood, perplexed in my distant youth staring at the flower that had once given me so much joy with its nectar so sweet. It enticed me as the eyes that watched over me so carefully averted their gaze away from my actions and with the same grace with which I left it, I returned to sample that nectar which had once been so sweet, but alas the nectar has grown bitter and I am finished forever with the life so shallow as taste. Current Mood: happy Current Music: lunacy fringe- the used (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
11:34 pm	Asshole..... I realize that my views may be regarded as insensitive and even unsympathetic by others, so I will share only more willingly. Everytime you pop that pill, everytime you feel such a strange feeling as sympathy for that starving dog on the side of the road, everytime a god foresaken police officer steps in on a legitimately reasoned fight between two opposing males beacause some "higher" power tells him so, everytime you travel out of YOUR designated path to help someone else whose own less than intelligent decisions have landed them in times of hardship, you are changing their predestined "fate," if you will, and thus sustaining the burdensome weight of one more useless body bearing down on the human "race", though it is really more of a one-sided competition. If such concepts as "survival of the fittest" and "natural selection" could find some way in which to work their course in today's fucked up society, we would all be much better off. Each day is spent sifting through so much shit, that one finds himself wishing that widespread disaster wouldn't wait so long to come again, for as soon as it comes, it is gone, leaving us unaffected elite longing for its return to wipe out the dirt that soils the bottom of our shoes. To those who read this with disgust, just think: That retard who sits next to you in math, who can barely function without assistance of some sort, who pokes your arm, disrupting your acquisition of knowledge, asking for answers to the homework of five nights ago, would be long since dead, not necesarily burried, but at least dead, for his inability to function with the elite of society would have left him behind, prey for the animals, to whom he looks up. That sniffling, coughing, screaming child running a fever of 104 at the table next to you at dinner the other night too might, by Darwin's grace, be gone, a forgotten victim of natural selection. Not that anyone would notice, his all to common neglectful parents who know nothing but to throw various medication in his face hoping for a subsiding fever. It is much easier, not to mention better for to formation of a functioning society, to notice the standing of such a child in society as but a non-contributor, who because of his poor (no, not materially poor... fool) upbringing will likely continue his practice of non-contribution and thus should relieve us all and die... And to such parents with such children: do society a favor while I wait for the next pandemic/hurricane/tsunami, and end all of your lives.... asap. well, it is finally midnight, I would love to go on, but its time you be continuing on your way, pondering the concepts I have proposed. And as for myself, I will venture off to my vast bedroom to rest for the night. As they say in my hood... cheerio! Current Mood: apathetic (2 Comments |Comment on this)